4.

I wanna give up. I wanna give up fighting. I just want to lie down and close my eyes. I want to pretend like everything is ok. But it’s not. Even though I don’t know why..

It’s like waiting for sunrise, it will come, but you don’t know when. It’s like living in a nightmare, it looks all so real, but it isn’t and you know somewhere in the back of your mind that you will wake up, but still pretend like it is real.

For me it feels like a nightmare. I just need someone to wake me up, make me see the light and brighten my day. But that one doesn’t even know what to do. If only HE could see my pain, it would all be so different...

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